★"Your love,is better than icecream,better than everything else that Ive tried"Its true,I think=P

Friday, March 23, 2007 '

I need to put some songs.new songs.haha.Im actually planning 2 go to the library rite now but i dunnoe why theres something that i just need 2 say.ok,so,im really really damn close to forgetting the feelings that i have.But you noe there will be those moments where you start thinking about that person AGAIN.I mean,im like seeing her everywhere i go.and that kinda sucks.And i'm like angry at myself because i just cant stop thinking bout her.IT SUCKS.IT REALLY DOES.i noe u understand how i feel so please dont say its ok.I mean hey im just 14,i dont know what L.O.V.E is.Its just puppy love.YES,just a crush.Hmm i hope theres not gonna be any trouble now that some of my friends noe.But friends,really its nth big ok.Nth going on.Nth going 2 be going on.So if we dont talk,i think its ok.maybe it will/not help me in some way.For now i REALLY need 2 get over myself cos i feel really stupid.And i just wanna say,Im sorry for EVER even liking you,REALLY.I really thought it was a huge mistake for me to even like you.I feel kinda stupid,but hey at least i noe ive told you and erm accomplished my mission?HAHAHA AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM TALKING LIKE THIS.Soo erm yeah,i still hope we can be FRIENDS?hurhurhur.=)And the probs in school,im isolating myself from the ppl who create trouble,soo dont be surprised if u guys see me alone.HURHURHUR