Tuesday, February 27, 2007 '
I cant believe myself..haha not in a bad way..jus that recently,there was like this hosting audition..AND suddenly i was like HEY!LETS GO FOR IT!but half of me was like eeee soo paiseh!(embarassing).But hey i went for it man!wooo.ok soo heres how it went:queued up for like 6 hours..Wen it was nearly my turn i was like soo panicky!!nervous tt kinda stuff..n i get like shaky..BRRR.and wen i went in,i said everythin quite smoothly and suddenly..OMG!!i kinda screwed up the dates..gosh..BUT hey!i got thru it!yea..i mean even if i don get the job,i still noes how it feels..haha n hmm i tink i'll nt stop trying 2 put myself in the limelight!kuang3............
Sunday, February 18, 2007 '
hello ladies..welcome 2 da next episode of....'RRRIIIINGG!!!'
I tink tt was on of my wacky dreams after i had my birthday cake..(NYDC'S BIG O)@ 12 mid,15 feb,i turned 14,n i was awoken by my sis and a cake with 14 lit candles in my face!(well nt directly..=p)well b4 tt i had a dream bout meeting smone..or was it already goin out with smone?gosh wen im tired i really get weird dreams..jeez..Well i got a bdae dat i didnt really expect..it was better den da past years i mus say..jus da only diff is dat i didnt really get 2 meet my close frens..haizz..nehmind..we'll go out smtime..
And im obsessed with da ong i found..by the Butchies..its nice,ROCK!its jus like in a rock song:a guy sings bout a girl..but here,finally found it,GGR..haha well tis band quite old already la..dunnoe wen they were out..n now my teacher noes i like girls!hahaha GOSH!gtg ppl cya arnd..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 '
What in the world!puuh..
She is feeling soo mixed up.But most of the time I guess that She is having the feeling of wanting 2 beat ppl up!GRRR.She dosent noe y but She is irritated by the sight of someone.UGH she finds Her irritating.I find her irritating too!gosh,i cant keep it inside of me anymore!well i try 2 control my temper,nt lettin it get me down all tt stuff..i mean they are typical girls..well nt saying tt im nt one but im quite different..jeez..wads das bigga deal yasmin,wth is wrong witcha?I DONT NOE!well see if i care..SEE I DON EVEN NOE WAD IM TALKIN ABOUT MAN!gawsh..ahhh gtgla cya suckers arnd!2morows my bdae!i dunnoe whether 2 be happy bout it or nt,,but yeah!woohoo!!!may the rocker in u always be there (poolooloo)>.<
Saturday, February 10, 2007 '
I wanna swim away but dunnoe how..
Hmm,wen i heard tis song,it really described wad i was feelin at tt time.Well actually,now im kinda feelingless..I don noe wad the hell im feeling man..One minute,no wait one second i feel happy,and the next im like depressed,n the next im confused omg it jus sux..Im going crazy??AHHHH NOO!!!!Hmm..oh yea my birthday's cummin!15 feb..its nt like anythings gonna happen dude..ahh n i think J is hinting me..but cannot be la.shikin say she staed already liao..haiya..wad..only..she gonna buy me bdae present seyy..haha aww man gtg..im at the cc only a few minutes left!!bye..happy birthday to me!oh n ms sham!haha
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I wanna swim away but dunnoe how..
Hmm,wen i heard tis song,it really described wad i was feelin at tt time.Well actually,now im kinda feelingless..I don noe wad the hell im feeling man..One minute,no wait one second i feel happy,and the next im like depressed,n the next im confused omg it jus sux..Im going crazy??AHHHH NOO!!!!Hmm..oh yea my birthday's cummin!15 feb..its nt like anythings gonna happen dude..ahh n i think J is hinting me..but cannot be la.shikin say she staed already liao..haiya..wad..only..she gonna buy me bdae present seyy..haha aww man gtg..im at the cc only a few minutes left!!bye..happy birthday to me!oh n ms sham!haha
Tuesday, February 6, 2007 '
I Feel All Mixed Up,Day By Day...
I feel all mixed up,day by day..All that has been going on..Sometimes,i have 2 even stop to think,"what am i feeling rite now?"Thinking about it smtimes makes me fall sick and tired.Theres nth much that i can do,just sit there,and try and mind my own business.Sometimes i just feel like falling into the ocean.But sometimes,i appear cheerful,especially in skool.I may appear 2 smile and lugh at times.But its like hvin a split personality.feeling different all the time at different times.I feel kinda crappy..but wen i see her,i will like drown in her eyes.And after that i'll go like JEEZ!wth is the matter with me man..gosh..Thats y smtimes wen i see her,i avaoid eye contact,i even avoid talkin 2 her..soo umm yea..I feel like slashing but apparently,My Best Friend got confiscated..And i cant seem 2 buy a new one..i dunnoe why..it seems like smthing's pulling me away..stoping me..blocking me..forbiddingme..Well things are getting kinda better..KINDA..9 MORE DAYS 2 moi birthday and im like goin,"HECK,DOSENT REALLY MATTER.."=)happy birthday 2 me.............=)
