★"Your love,is better than icecream,better than everything else that Ive tried"Its true,I think=P

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 '

Slowing down..I am..Its like ok,Im like tryin really really hard 2 study but then..I dont really end up studying tt well..sometimes I just feel so useless..But in the end,its all my fault cos at a certain point of time,I just shut myself off.
Today I really laughed my ass off thanks 2 my best buddies!haha u guys rock,no doubt,only u guys can "chase" away the miserable me and welcome the wild side!hahhahaha!friday will be a reunion,that is if a number of us went.It will be such a great time if everyone went..It'LL BE MADNESS!!laughin our asses off!haha..and I hope tt we WILL be able 2 get in..If anything goes wrong..IM gonna find Dian and kick her ass!!hahaha relax..Lets just hope fer the better!!woooo!

Its wrong,I know it,yet I still follow this feeling..

Thursday, July 12, 2007 '

You know,after that breakdown,I really felt better..
grrr i cannot take it anymore.Im like liking everyone la.
but she was one of those ppl whom i cant help but notice since the 1st day of school.yes there were a few one of them was expired milk..nyaahaha.okok soo like wadever..then like until now im like staring at her more la wenever i see her.GAWSH!then like a few times she caught me i think and she jus smiled..eee cutee!!but yea i know,nt my type..its like,im outta her league?hahaha.maybe she knows i dunnoe la!maybe its just me!haha but 2day i was late and i saw her and she was like lookin at me smiling soo i smiled back and blablabla then i tried 2 get away from her as far as i can!haha.maybe i'll bw late again soo i can see her!ahhhh im goin maddd!!!!
OH YEA yesterday's exchange students were hot and cute k.particularly the girls of the saxaphone section!haha but i liked 1 of em,well most of the guys did!OMG IM SOO GAY!hahahaha
yeaaa u go Corpus Christi College!hope 2 see ya guys again mates!

Tuesday, July 10, 2007 '

SHITT i cant take it anymore ok.Im just soo damn frustrated ok.BINGIT BINGIT!!!
come home and the massacre starts.I just cant seem 2 keep her quiet.Nobody in the house can.And she keeps medling with my stuff and at last she manages 2 find the phone like wtf.
and smtimes shes jus 2 busy talkin 2 herself tt wen she meddles with my stuff she forgets 2 do em.its like shit la i literally screamed at her 2day when i got home.for at least half an hour i screamed at her tellin her 2 shut up and stop screaming cos she jus wont listen wen i talk nicely.Ireally dunnoe wad got into me..i mean im was just soo frustrated and i started screaming and lettin it all out..I totally broke down.i locked myself in the rm and like started 2 let it go..I needed smone 2 talk 2..jus smone who wld listen..
i did call smone and u saved me by just listenin..i mean if i jus don let it out,it'll be inside me and i'll be like wtf.
GAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHH!!!

Saturday, July 7, 2007 '

Its already 12.15!haha live earth,answer the call ya'll!
i hv class 2morow and im still watchin.wtf.shakira's performing now and shes HHAAWWWTTT.haha okok see currently i dunnoe wad 2 sayy soo pppppooooffffff

Tuesday, July 3, 2007 '

Why do I feel this way?
Why is it now?
Why am I following my feelings too much?Its bad I know..
But somehow,Im starting to feel weak.Like theres some alter-ego taking over me.Sometimes I feel that alot of things are running in my mind.But actually it started of with only one small thing that I'm not really able to overcome now.
Words,they are just empty words.I'm not living up to them.When a sudden motivation comes,I start to speak of those words.But when everything just gets so hard,those empty words get the better of me.
Yes,when you see me at times,I appear to be cheerful and stuff.But deep deep deep inside,I started to feel like I was trying to force myself through thorns.
I just don't know what to do.I certainly don't feel like talking to anyone about it.
At certain times,I would just break down and start to cry.Why must that happen?Cry cry cry,whats the use?
But it does help.Rather then I start what I have stop doing.The promises that I have made to the different people,its starting to wear off.Soon,it won't work and maybe I'll just start again.
Now,when this unexplainable feeling comes,I try to draw!ok now comes my crazy part on anime!well yuri anime to be precise.But I do not consider yuri to be hentai at all.Its dramatic at some parts la but wth.
I just finished watching strawberry panic!haha kawaii neh!

another day 2morow,will it be ok?