Tuesday, February 26, 2008 '
Cough cough.I cant stop coughing.
I suddenly feel a little bit motivated.ffffffisssh.
anyway im watchin SIMOUN!FINALLY FOUND IT!haha.
I still wanna go out with her.I just dunnoe y.haha but im moving on la.moving on...haiya stop it sak.
ive decided that its time 2 buck up.but im scared.im scared tt i'll go back 2 my old ways.I wish whoever you are is here.haha.
I can do iiiittt!haha friends supporting oso can la.=DDD
Monday, February 25, 2008 '
Oh man,my throat hurts!I think my tonsils are swolllen now..
it got worse after band and i cldnt like stop coughing.Haha nvm all fer NBC.i really gotta buck up.And i REALLY REALLY wanna go JAPAN!!!I think my hopes are about 2 get down la..cant pay.But wth im still gonna practice!and im gonna study now too!haha i dunnoe wads gotten into me.anyway this song has been stuck inside my head..haha kini ku terbang,melayang..
Di sini dibatas rindu
Mencoba menegakkan langkahku
Mencari rasa yang hilang bersamamu
*Dan kuberanikan diri
berlari mengejar bayanganmu yang datang menghantui setiap malamku terhempas tubuhku di memeluk tubuhmu tercerai mimpi mimpi yang memasung langkahku
reff:kini ku terbang melayang mencoba kepakkan sayapku
berharap ku akan temukan dirimu untukku
terbang melayang menyusuri ruang cinta
kuberharap ku akan temukan dirimu untukku
Haha i cant sing now la...u shld thank my hurting throat..=D
Sunday, February 24, 2008 '
Hah.You know wad?maybe it really just isnt meant to be..Right now,I'll just go with the flow..And recently,ive had the weird dreams again..always when this happens,dejavu is gonna strike!ahh!
Every night I go to sleep,I dream of you.
Each time I wake up though,I keep wondering who you are.
At times,I don't really care,because the feeling makes me feel happy.
It just feels so warm all snuggled up in your embrace.
As I wished time could've lasted longer,
i'm being awakened by the sound of my alarm.
I try to get on with life,as of all I know,you are just an image in my imagination that I will never get.
~and the wind blows....
WTH?=_="
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OH,im startin 2 feel better.haha but im still coughin and hvin such such random headaches.I feel scared at times.
Anyways 2day went 2 Mok's nieces party.But b4 tt i was like wasting time walkin arnd Chinatown and Clark quay.I took a bus frm Aljunied den got off smwhere arnd Chinatown.I didnt really care where I walked.I just followed where my feet took me.
I know it sounds crazy,like why on earth would you wanna walk arnd soo far alone?hmm i dunnoe,i like it.haha and music takes you anywhere.I wanted 2 buy crossaints from Central but the shop havent open yet so i went 2 the japanese supermarket instead.I bought burger biscuits and apple juice!nice apple juice..den i went Cyt's house and 2 Mok's house.
I felt like takin pics...
Travelling alone..
YUM..
Ice cold juice..
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 '
Oh man..i woke up on monday,SICK.haha throat inflamation=fever=headaches.
I cldnt like talk properly until like after recess yesterday..
im like still feelin emo at times la..kk dun wanna talk about it.
I wanna join AIKIDO!no,KENDO!!grr haha dring the hols i had plans 2 join silat but at last i spent my time workin and goin out..haha cannot take it!i wanna join a martial arts!!I just wanna lose it.and maybe learn self dicipline?haha i tink its the wrong spelling.X)
haha k im gonna go rest..
hello there,I'd like to get to know you better.If you start to get annoyed by me,we could just stop here.=D
Saturday, February 16, 2008 '
Secondhand serenade influences/inspires me=D
OOO,i suddenly wrote smthing just now...
Wind blew on my face.
I just wanted to be there,
in an embrace.
Whoever you are,
what's your fantasy?
Whoever you are,
I'm tired of being all alone,
in this solitary moment.
I like dancing in the wind,just
flowing at a constant speed.
Forgetting the clich'ed situations,I just
wanna fall asleep,right here,
with whoever you are.
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Haha ok my blog's back 2 normal.
2day was a depressing day yet again la..Suppose 2 go out den until now i still dont get any calls.damnit la.
yesterday was my birthday!a depressing one too..
I got prezzies frm Eka,Emily,Yupei and Keren!
Eka's card was the best ever la.it says,
"SEXY!What do u call 2 women in ur bed begging u 2 hv sex with em?....*opens up*...A HALLUCINATION!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
Peipei oso give me card.PETERJOHN!haha.and she gave me a miniature version of the yellow "cleaning in progress" thing.but it says cos im the boss tts y!damn cute.
Emily gave me a strawberry!!i hug it when I go 2 sleep.>.<
Keren wasss soooo sooo sweet.she made smthing fer me!!Its so nice la,i keep looin at it like gay.Yupei say one.I cant stop lookin at it.its nice.
Frm the rest,I got their wishes..gd enough la.
To me,just hanging out with peeps is the best present fer me.THKS FIT,BEV AND AFIQ for tt gift on vday!!thks fer the laughs and burps!haha.
Sian,She nvr even wish me..=(
Friday, February 15, 2008 '
Hello,I like you.
I just don't know why.
Maybe we could get to know each other more.
Each time I try,I feel like falling on the floor.
I just don't know why.
But lets take things slow.
I just wanna get to know you more,
For I,am just an unknown soul.
Haha ok i dunnoe what the hell was tt la ok.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 '
OMG noo,I hope its not happenin again...It always has to happen around this time..Its gonna be my birthday damnit!!Can u at least gimme a break??grrrr i dun even know whats stressing her up so much..Im gonna emo,but Im definately not going back to my bad side..Ive gotten over it..I have to.
Sometimes when I laugh or smile,I dunnoe whether Im really doing it.heh.I dun even know wad im talkin about now.Ok maybe I can emo again but I'll smile.??waaaad???
ok i need some sleeeeep.and I did homework!!hahaha.
Saturday, February 9, 2008 '
Hello,
I'm feeling very emo again.Ive tried,but now,its taking over me,yet again..
Not in a very bad way like last time though..haha yay.I think that its contagious,just hearing to songs..You wanna know why I say its contagious?Cos sometimes I can just relate myself to the song.It makes sense to me.Maybe thats why.
haha anyway,2morow is my cousin's wedding.SIAN...I'll like emo one corner la..I mean I dont talk to nobody..dunnnoe why but I just dont....OH YA,here are the class deco pics!And yes im wearing pink.They made me,soo must me sporting la!haha.
haha ok tts all...
Friday, February 8, 2008 '
Hello!!haha I know its been awhile since i updated la...
lazy la...hehe anyways,Ive been havin bad bad headaches.and smtimes i feel scared,cos smtimes it feels lie smthin is tryin 2 come out from my head ok.haha.
And during class deco preparation,i talked 2 A la.like wth.1st time!haha.
okla tts all fer now la.OH,7 more days 2 moi birthday!!hahaha thanks 2 Smickles,I'm counting down!=D
