Tuesday, April 29, 2008 '
OK i think my green fever is coming back>.<
haha OBS is coming!!!so excited?so scared!so missing her...
WTH???
2days counter:2
okok enough enough!!grrr!!
im suppose 2 study bu i dunnoe..2morow is test or exam!!its suppose 2 be on friday!!!
muahaha i bought mt camp things already[random]
sooo anyway i finally found a song frm the movie "SAVING FACE"
its such a nice movie kkkk...hahaahha.
Love.Love is strange,lot of people,take it for a game.
Sunday, April 27, 2008 '
My heart skips a beat when I think about it.
I've tried to just not think of it,but,
it just keeps coming back.
I just can't put how and what I'm feeling anymore.
But,I've never felt something like this towards someone before.
I've done something I've never should've done.
But I don't know what it is going to equal to
if I just stare at that equation.
I decided to solve it,but I still can't get the answer.
And now,I don't wish to.
Trippin up on my tongue
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Haha ok im in love with green againnn...=DD
yesterday was the sentosa trip!!hahah it was fun(and nobody even came 2 us 2 check their answers!)
Me,di and yumni were supposed 2 be like station masters but we ended up a lying down on the deck chairs while di,or B was playin with the sand.
Then we went up 2 the bridge point cos eka and farwin had 2 go buy food.
TT was where B saw TEMPURUNG!!!(coconut shells)
cos she saw this ang moh lady wearin bikini den her boobs were kinda small and B jus screamed TEMPURUNG!!hahahaha and we cant stop laughin.
Wanted 2 like take photos,but i was like enjoying too much and was like feeling tired soo i forgot =P.
Then wen we came back school cikgu took the sec3's fer icecream!!!mmmmyumyum!and it was also fer the bday gal!
yea den went home.
AHHHH 2morow's monday!!shit!i dunnoe wads gonna happen.i shldnt think about it,but im still thinkin of her!grrr yyyy??
lets just wait and see...
Your'e my eyecandy.
Saturday, April 26, 2008 '
finalyy..hahaha im lazy 2 update things soo yea things are kinda all over the place..
rite now,i really feel freaked!!haha.Ive done smthing ive nvr shldve done.
I feel kinda stoopid.hmm..well whats been done been done..i really wonder wad'll happen next.haha anyways we'll be hvin like a so called amazing race at sentosa!and aft tt go eat ice cream!!mmmm!
I cant explain it,I just cant.
Ive never felt this way towards anybody before.
A heart each day,appearing,out of nowhere.
I saw you looking around,trying to find an answer.
I feel scared.Scared because I cant really tell your reaction.
My lungs swelled as that event took place.
I was distracted,pulled away.
I kept telling myself to be strong,
because it was I who made the choice.
Even now I think of it,I made a choice of my own eventhough possible circumstances have been thrown to my face.
Monday, April 14, 2008 '
Hello,I dunnoe just wth is wrong with me 2day.
Im getting sick and tired of my sec sch life.I feel like theres nth,no point.OFCOURSE IM NOT TALKIN BOUT STUDIES.man,tt cant be helped too..Im really trying hard,but its not the time 2 see the production.Im gonna keep on going!"gogo yoshino!"haaha eventhough my name is nt yoshino,i'll try 2 remember wad are the things tt drive me 2 work!!
I mean Im nt gonna care anymore la..
ok soo some ppl think tt saying things for the sake of saying it,helps a person.In my opinion ur just hurting tt peron further ok.like who are u 2 try and say smthing u dun even really know wad it feels like.i dunnoe i just felt i needed 2 get this out cos im really sorta like damn pissed off.
Sometimes I wonder,
Why do I feel this way.
I feel so stupid knowing that everything is going to turn out alright?
Maybe it will,maybe it wouldnt.
Sometimes Id rather just not face reality,and sleep through.
But for how long?This cant go on.
I just gotta show the world how Id turn out great,
even under these kinds of circumstances.
~What dont kill you make you stronger~
Sunday, April 13, 2008 '
It was just a dream,
and I walked out of it.
I had to,because at this point of my life,I really need to face reality.
You left me breathless,passing me.
For some reason,you just seem so familiar to me.
But no,you don't know me.
If my life was a storybook,we'd meet on the first page.
I need to be strong,and for some reason,your face helps me realise the truth.
Damn random la 2dayy..hhaha erm yea i keep hvin those dreamsssss
badbadbad...hahaha theres school 2morowand i think we'll be buskin 2morow..i dunnoe.somehow i just hope tt she'll swing by the canteen b4 she leaves....
Labels: breathless, MT?, poetic crap
Saturday, April 12, 2008 '
Theres a buzzing sound in my head.
It goes bzzz wang wang zwang.
Maybe its those tangles that slowly unwind.
Its only for awhile,just bear with it,with that,
I shall get some sleep.
Everytime I do,I start seeing that face.
That makes the twines gone in my head.
It just dosent make any sense,to you,or to me either,why Im feeling this way.
Im facing reality that you do not me,but when will I ever learn,
Im just glad that those twines are able to untangle.
haha yay typecast!!woo!!salutes mann.
Im still an emo kid yea.haha.
hahaha i found out the owner of the car I like!!haha VW BEETLE!!
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Labels: heehee MT red car, poetic crap
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Saturday, April 5, 2008 '
Hyped up,so hyped up.
For a reason Im not really sure of.
"Its the final countdown!"we were singing,
and I saw you,right there,across from me,
standing there smiling.
I wasnt sure if youre looking my way cos you had those cool shades on,
with your hair tied back.
It was hot.
The weather I mean,
as we toasted note to note.
But then,you disappeared,
to where I do not know.
The crowd was hyped up and I couldnt find you no matter how hard I tried.
Maybe you are just on the other side,
just like where I am,
still unoticed.
Sian..tryna do project,but studyin fer F&N and ended up comin up with this!hahaha damn gay i noee...fer some reason I find tt shes like become one of those ppl who i dun have the mood to entertain?some ppl say shes changed,and I kinda think so too.
Sooo anyway yesterday was fun!wake up early in the mornin,suppose 2 go breakfast!but then...SOH and KUEK went 2 breakfast on they're own!hahah i tot they gonna die but they made it!!yahooo!!hahaaha i officially cannot deal with pri 5 kids.
Den me and eka's song came out!!ITS THE FINAL COUNTDOWN!!!hahahahaha damn fun den we started singing den tt hot music teacher was like standing there smiling!hahahah damn high,as VL likes 2 say it=D
sooo erm yea tts about it
Thursday, April 3, 2008 '
Today.
What is in store for me I wondered.
Everyday is a brand new start for me
It was all sunny but it started to rain.
I felt the rain drops slowly drizzling on me.
I stood there to feel it pour on me.
I thought:
"Hey,today is another day.Another different day.When its different,it dosent make you a square person.I'm just like the wind and thunder,going on strong and loud."
Tomorrow.
What is in store for me?
Well what I know to keep on going all the way is the best for me.
I thought tt was one of my best=D
hahaha anyway 2day was ok,eka got a haircut!!hahaha its nice but like ppl say look like mine!haha nola..i mean if look like mine oso wads mine is still mine rite?haha.
U noe just now i really wasted my time and energy,if ive had known,i shldve stayed in school or go home and rest since i feel kinda sick and i hv this big headache.But cos i didnt like meet her for smtime i decided 2 meet up.but it sorta like ended up differently.
Should I give up,or should I just keep chasing pavements,even if it leads no where?
Or would it be a waste,even if I knew my place,should I leave it there?
I just dont really know you no more,you know?
